What is real?

Just because you have know the most people in the room doesn’t make them your friends, and just because you go out every weekend does not make you a partier. Smiling in a room full of people doesn’t make you happy. As people we do do things just because it accommodates others all the time and do not realize the effects it has on us! I trying to learn the real meaning of happiness and all my life I can say that I could say that I have been a reasonability happy person. Receiving everything I want in life but this one thing. It’s the things that you cannot have that will become the thing that you want the most and also the thing that will hurt you the deepest. Telling you do not to let these things effect you would be a simple to say but not as simple to do because I cannot even figure out yet how to do that. Channeling though what I know how to do best I am learning is the key answer is really time. Focus on what you know and focus on what you are good at and not what that situation. Do not let one thing make you think you are something you are not because as soon as you do your whole life will feel upside down. Your life will feel like a constant question and then you will never see a smile again. Instead let things happen and let all answers come to you. If something was meant to be it will happen smoothly and if it was not it won’t happen and you will move on in your own time. You will see why it came into your life and will be able to accept the situation as a learning experience. Take this time out and just pull away and focus on you and most of all..

be who you know you are.


j.odora xox



A blog a place to post it all right? So, here we go… been gone for a while so definitely we have a lot to catch up on. This semester I have been gone and I’m sorry for that. I’ve been learning about life, love, friends, and everything else crazy in this big, bad world. Who knew in just one semester I could learn so much about myself? Who knew someone could walk in and out of your life so quickly and change you so much? How about loosing someone you love and did not realize the pain it would cause until you see your best friend crying. Another big question how school could be such a pain but still has me in class every week. Learned running from all your problems does not always fix them but instead might even cause more.
Saying all that this semester was defiantly not all bad. Traveling to places I never thought I would see. Smiled and cried over things that I thought never could even catch my eye. Hung out with friends that showed me life for more than what I ever thought it would be. All while having someone love me more than I could even imagine showing myself and supported me threw it all. For that sir I thank you. I built time and friendship for people who I never even thought I could be close with.
So yep I’ve been gone but I’m back now so tell me what you’ve learned? I’m ready to listen…


j.odora xox