Just because you have know the most people in the room doesn’t make them your friends, and just because you go out every weekend does not make you a partier. Smiling in a room full of people doesn’t make you happy. As people we do do things just because it accommodates others all the time and do not realize the effects it has on us! I trying to learn the real meaning of happiness and all my life I can say that I could say that I have been a reasonability happy person. Receiving everything I want in life but this one thing. It’s the things that you cannot have that will become the thing that you want the most and also the thing that will hurt you the deepest. Telling you do not to let these things effect you would be a simple to say but not as simple to do because I cannot even figure out yet how to do that. Channeling though what I know how to do best I am learning is the key answer is really time. Focus on what you know and focus on what you are good at and not what that situation. Do not let one thing make you think you are something you are not because as soon as you do your whole life will feel upside down. Your life will feel like a constant question and then you will never see a smile again. Instead let things happen and let all answers come to you. If something was meant to be it will happen smoothly and if it was not it won’t happen and you will move on in your own time. You will see why it came into your life and will be able to accept the situation as a learning experience. Take this time out and just pull away and focus on you and most of all..
be who you know you are.